t-shirts and headache

...went shopping with me mum yesterday to buy myself a t-shirt.ONE T-SHIRT.but end up buying 2 t-shirts (one 4 me, one 4 aup) , a pair of pants for my mum, and a cardigan for myself. i come to realised that t-shirts for men are much more appealing and attractive than the ladies. was hoping to get myself a man's t-shirt but the sizes are off for me. there's no sign of "XS" at man's t-shirt department baah! even the "S" size seems like an "L" size for me.

...my head (on the right side) suffers a great pain right this second. i don't feel so good.

...and yeah, thanks Kak Phyda for treating me last night.i owe you one sista!

...

...currently, not in a good mood.palak sakit. sakit gilak gilak.
"so, stay out of my way, stay out of my sight.,stay out of me.
i hate you mothafucka! i hate you!"..says jill to jack.
ok. too much TV for yours truly.

~wedding dress~

Some say it's not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There's something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no



You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you're here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come


The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It's going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come

it's been a while ey?

-since i last hang out with my girlsss..haizz

-last nite, went out with Roza and had dinner with her at some "fancy" restaurant which i dont want mention here cause i happened to like that place a lot so i dont want anyone to ruined the place.you'll get there when i take you there aite? who am i speaking to? *apparently, no one* and then later that night, we had our feet bitten by fish.fish spa baah! and do we like it? yes, we love it!

-been reformating my pc for a gazillion time and it didnt work well..probably need to get "him" to a proper Dr. pc soon. or else? i'll lost it too.duit lagik! gne laa aku tok nak nyimpan duit mun macam tok.maka dah start save duit pakei beli jam baru.*sigh*

-i am too tired to sleep!

-wanna congratulate aisyah for graduating with style! merah menyalaaaa jubah kitak syah!

-mok cuti.kepak.gilak-gilak.

blur blur blur

bunyi aek terjun tok nyuroh aku rasa nak kemeh. deras gilak for a water feature. very distracting. but i like it. kemeh bagus bah.

kaki roza isik ada bulu.

-this has got to be the worst pictures (of me) ever! (who am i kidding? i always look good in pictures)
bad hair day bad hair go away, come again never?
gambar gambar semua blur. pc kmk kinek tok sik ada photoshope. nang isik ada apa apa. cuma ada limewire ajak. *roza, mun ktk boring, tolong edit pictures tok boley ar?*

-hey hey.big bang pun new album me loike! rambut TOP semakin ridiculously awesome! and GD's stares..could just melt my heart (in-spite of that ugly blonde hair) right away. *awwww*

goodbye Tambi Ming Junior

Junior ninggal ptg tek.sik sempat main dgnnya for the last time. didnt even see him since Sunday.i think i just got a small heart attack when kak Tiah told me hes gone. couldnt catch a breathe for a while. we've been together for 7 years i think and suddenly hes gone.can someone please tell me how do i live after all this?

sikda pet lagik selain goldfish(es) and ikan belaga (ya pun nya dah ready mok "mate")..ya pun sikda respond main dgn cdak.i feel even lonelier now.i miss him already.

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out of confusion, comes hallucination.
keep "seeing" things that arent really there.
a lil paranoid i must say.
i was confused and "wrong" in soo many level.

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and as for my Junior, you were the best cat i ever had.
there's no cat in the world can be compared to you.
i love you with all my heart and i hope you love me too.
tho you can be a pain in the ass for being misbehaved, i know you're a damn good listener.
you'd find me whenever i call your name.

*Junior Minggggggggggggggggggg!!!*

Rest In Peace my hauntingly-beautiful-black-cat.

my long lost crush's birthday is today

dedicated to the man who never fails to capture my heart with his "grin" and his "small eyes" and will always make my stomach flew a butterfly? ahahahah..aburame shino? yea.remember him? yea.i found something that his sister wrote in facebook (for him) while i was browsing through his profile..it's been a while since the last time i met that guy..kinda miss the moment where i was crazy,madly in "EVOL" with him..but he didn't even noticed my existance nor my way.fuih..good times good times.. thank God for friends that were always around to keep me ?saint/sane? enuff to live my normal life.

:)

OK..HERE'S what THE NOTE sounded like:

"He is an understanding brother . [TRUE DAT]

A son who picks up mistakes quickly. [CAN IT BE ANY BETTER?]

An altruistic guy-next-door, in other words, not egoistic. [A QUALITY THAT MANY MAN LACK OF]

A modest altar-server [A QUALITY THAT MANY LACK OF]

The most obedient child among the three of us. No kidding [LOL]

A friend who tolerates well. [TRUE]

A person slow to anger, rich in pestering together-gether with his siblings. [JUST WHAT I NEED]

A student who excels in studies. [TRUE DAT]

A devoted DOTA geek. [LOL]

A guy who dresses too much like teenagers." [LOL]

Apparently, the one that very much close to him like his sister sees him like i see him TOO.
im not alone then.

and to my perfect crush: "..blessed birthday aite..hope to see you around SOON.."
i dont know why i bother enuf to posted this since i know he is not going to read it anyway..

woaaahhh

seems like EVERYONE owned a DSLR camera..

woah..rasa best laa?
bangga laa?
ada org muji?
rasa up laa?
ambik ambik gambar ada effect sikit rasa teror laa?
dah tauk apa reti shutter-speed, aperture and ISO rasa pemandei udah laa?
rasa kaya laa?
ambik family photo pun pakei zoom lense juak rasa hebat laa?

aaaaaah! aku sik heran. aku sik heran. aku sik heran.

*dengki* mode

20092009

what a remarkable date it is..isnt it?

ANYWAY....SHE'S HERE! SHE'S HERE!
im gonna savor my holiday with HER!
cuz it's been a while since i last saw HER!

~HAPPY SYAWAL EVERYONE~